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King of None

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I am 24 years old and one thing peculiar about me is that I want to do a lot of things in life. Meaning I am not able to focus on any one activity that I want to pursue. Probably, it is because I have no real talent. I can sing informally at a party. I can dance in a group. I write. I paint once in a while - whether they are good work is of course open to interpretation. Can’t say I set the sets on fire but I act, I model and I can walk the ramp. I can be a strategic planner. Why I say that I don’t have real talent is that I don’t excel at any of these things. The reason for that, as one wise, old sage (he’s only 30 but behaves like he is no less than a wise old sage) pointed out is that I am scatter brained. I don’t have the ability to focus on what I want. Well, that causes me to believe that I don’t know what I want in the first place. What I do know is that I love to dabble in ALL these things. And there is more I want to do! I want to learn Spanish... I want to learn to play the g...